Dear body,

I know you are managing everything on your own and sometimes when you need me, I’ll be in disguise. So here I am saying sorry for not keeping up with you when you needed me the most.

Sorry for one extra piece of red velvet that you couldn’t break for I will have it only when my mood goes off the hook.

Sorry for those oily gobi manchuri mornings that I know you can’t handle. But I eat that only to lighten up my mood to face the day.

Sorry for those extra cheese slices with anything I eat for I am a big fan of Jerry of Tom and Jerry.

Sorry for those missed meals where I ignored you even you roared out loud for my own good.

Sorry for those missed gym sessions and brisk walks for it meddles my sleeping routine. 

I know you grow mad when I do those things and sometimes you get angry and get bigger. But I just want to tell you that I love you a lot.

Every new year’s and Birthday’s  I think of you and promise myself to take care of you well.

And I promise I won’t break that promise.

 

 

She was strong, yet delicate.

She was wild, yet serene.

She was fed up, yet hopeful.

She was outgoing, yet enigmatic.

She was everything the world wanted to be, 

Yet her heart pounded every second craving for something she never knew.

She was the very person she planned to be, yet her mind regretted every minute of her life.

She was the one, 

who could change the world,

Yet,

She was the one who loved herself less than the rest.

 

Life is weird!

 

Life is weird. One day you will all be happy and content and next day BAM! something struck you right through your heart and made you sad. It is quite obvious that life is all about ups and downs like a roller coaster. However, some people hold on to the things that make them smile and others hold the pain inside them. Whilst holding and leaving the elements of this enigmatic journey called life, I realized something.

I realized how I am blessed with everything that most do not possess.

How I have been showered with everything that very few are lucky enough to have it.

I realized that how people are there for me whenever I need and  help me however they can just to make me smile.

Then I realized something else. Was I the one who complained about not having things, not being with people who doesn’t give a damn, not reaching goals I imagined?.

In the quest of reaching new bunch of so-called “Perfect“, I had left behind whole bunch of already gifted “Perfect“.
The joy of watching sunset,

the feel of melody in my ears,

the sense of twirling wind around my skin,

laughter of sibling when I fall,

smell of tea that I love,

tears of my best friend when I fall,

the savor of Samosas mom made,

loving father who gets me whatever I want,

enjoying favorite chai with close friends,

peaceful sleep below the secure shelter,
and so many things that made me glee and made me realize that I am not alone

all these struck to me that how  immature and obstinate I was to renounce the bliss of having so many perfect things.

Then it occurred to me,

Life is not full of ups and downs…
Our thoughts are…